GRIEVE WITH SENSE

 

When our Mom went to be with Jesus, we began to ask a thousand and one question.

Why did God allow this?

Was this an attack?

Was this from the devil?

And so mu

ch more.

We cried and cried because of the pain and hurt, it feels like a bullet or dagger passing through your heart and coming out again.

To be honest, we were a bit confused when it all happened.

One minute, our mom is discussing the sermon she's going to preach for the evening service with us and the next few hours, we are holding her calm, still and lifeless body in my arms, praying and cry out to God to do something, anything!

The word is CONFUSED. Yes, we were confused as to what was going on, 

We mean, God never mentioned this, we understand Elijah perfectly when he said 

 “...Let her alone, for her soul is desperate and troubled within her; and the Lord has hidden the reason from me and has not told me.”

2 Kings 4:27 

For sometime, we were stuck in trying to find out the reason, why it happened, what caused it?

We mean, was it an attack? Was this caused by some witches and wizards?

Yeah, we thought of it all.

However, the HolySpirit began to nudge us to grieve with sense.

We asked him, how?

 He said,

Don't keep trading blames between me and the devil.

Do not stay stuck in the reason on why this thing happened, but seek to know what my purpose is.

Seek a revelation of what I want to do THROUGH this.

Remember, whether it was the devil or it was me, it still had to pass through My fingers to come to pass.

This is because nothing about you happens without my knowledge.

So, don't stay stuck in the reason,by apportioning blames to the devil for your circumstances.

This is one way to grieve with sense.

In God's Grip,

TaiKeh Twins.