GRIEVE WITH SENSE
When our Mom went to be with Jesus, we began to ask a thousand and one question. Why did God allow this? Was this an attack? Was this from the devil? And so mu ch more. We cried and cried because of the pain and hurt, it feels like a bullet or dagger passing through your heart and coming out again. To be honest, we were a bit confused when it all happened. One minute, our mom is discussing the sermon she's going to preach for the evening service with us and the next few hours, we are holding her calm, still and lifeless body in my arms, praying and cry out to God to do something, anything! The word is CONFUSED. Yes, we were confused as to what was going on, We mean, God never mentioned this, we understand Elijah perfectly when he said “...Let her alone, for her soul is desperate and troubled within her; and the Lord has hidden the reason from me and has not told me.” 2 Kings 4:27 For sometime, we were stuck in trying to find out the reason, why it happened...