Our response to How are you feeling today?
HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY? When asked this question, we have a hard time answering, because we're wondering whether to give the general "fine, and you? or the " we are blessed, we thank God" OR, the REAL answer. Here's the REAL one We feel like a broken dam, where the tears keeps gushing, we cry torrents of tears, It just won't stop. We feel like we were hit by a train full of sadness, despair, anger etc. We feel like our heart is broken into so many pieces and its sharp edges keep piercing us. We feel numb too, when images of the last time we had with our Mom fills our minds. That are times when we just stare so hard at anything, the sky or the floor, thinking about Mama and we are so lost in our thoughts. We feel like the time should just stop! How did we get to June already? We are not even in the mood to wish anyone a Happy New Month. We feel like the world has moved on and we are like, Can God just pause everything? Can the sun just stand still?...